Lord, I am struggling
My heart hurts with pain immeasurable
I aim to trust you
When I feel I am finally on the correct path
I stumble in every hole that lays before me
My weeping begins again
How many tears have I cried?
Do You really know how many I have shed?
You know the final outcome,
the end result
I feel lacking in my faith
My fear and worry take over
Show me the way to peace
Aid me in surrendering
I cannot carry this burden every minute of every day
Will you take it from me?
I know I can trust you with it,
yet I struggle to free myself of its grip
Bring calm to my aching heart
Fill the void,
the depths that are breaking
Be the Light on my path
Help me to continue to worship amidst the pain
Give me the strength to walk another step,
not blinded by my selfish feelings,
but seeing You have my hand and will deliver me
Be my Rock that shelters me from the storms.